Rather Me Than Them

My cats are serene. Happy. Loved. Loving. Insane.

I would love to trade places with them. See what it feels like. But with my life as it is and, even worse, what it is about to become, they could not handle it.

The level of stress and unhappiness would be so foreign to them, that they would die. Immediately.

I would rather die than have one of my cats die.