Got a lot on my mind right now. Not sure why. Not exactly sure what exactly is on my mind (that's a fucking lie).
Can't sleep. Waking up at 3:00, lying awake for hours. Hasn't happened in a loooooong time.
Last night I strolled downstairs at 4:00 and tried to sleep in my recliner. Lakota climbed up into my lap and I was so comforted. Until half an hour later she jumped down and found someplace else to sleep.
I experienced a feeling of being alone like I have never experienced before. Gut level alone.
So I got a lot on my mind. But I have recently lost my mind. So I won't really know what I have on my mind until I find my fucking mind
What a fucking conundrum.
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