Wednesday, October 1, 2014

What If

Who in their right mind could possibly think that way?

Who could even survive a life thinking that way? All that stress piled up higher than the highest, pushing down, crushing down relentlessly until breath cannot be drawn.

A bad day, a really bad day, experienced as an indication of a life wasted and no choices ahead. Mind reeling, intense feeling, off balance and teetering on the verge of an explosion so large and dangerous that someone must be destroyed.

Could anyone live that way day after day after day? Should anyone?

A bad day should be a bad day, don't you know. Gotta live in the moment. No past, no future, no worries.

Posit - What if every day is a bad day? What if every single day no matter the situation or permutation is a ragingly bad, overwhelming day?

What if adjustments can't be made?

Stress so large , with a force of might so strong, that a mind cannot function. Cannot think its way from out under.

Trapped in a room. A room with a floor built of razor blades. Blade up.

Walls coated with thick poison offering instantaneous death at the slightest contact with flesh.

Ceiling dripping fluoroantimonic acid.

No doors. No windows.

What does one do?

Think positive thoughts?

Ruby slippers.

That is the answer.

Ruby slippers.

Click, click, click.

"There's no place like home. No place like home. No place like home.................."



Editor's note: Fluoroantimonic acid is the most corrosive acid known to man.

1 comment:

  1. How hard are you trying to get out of that job? Applying here and there will not do it. If you really want to get out you have to put a lot of effort into getting out. You need to put as much effort into finding another job as you do into writing and complaining about it. Like the ad says; "Just do it!"

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