There comes a time in your life when you realize you can no longer make promises.
You have no credibility.
When you cannot tell loved ones you will change. When you cannot fool yourself that you are acting in ways to improve your life.
When you can no longer avoid the fact that all you have been doing your entire life is repeating the same mistakes, the same opinions, the same approaches, the same excuses. The same lies.
When you suddenly realize you have pissed away decades - fucking decades - not learning from your mistakes or your pain.
When you suddenly realize that the time that has passed, dwarfs the time remaining.
Exponentially.
It is not a comfortable feeling.
It's fucking terrifying.
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